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TUMBLR AND IT’S FUTURE IS AT STAKE HERE

SIGN AND REBLOG IF YOU WANT TO SAVE TUMBLR FROM YAHOO

SIGNAL BOOST

HOLY FUCKING SHIT, I CHECKED AND THIS IS NOT A DRILL

I REPEAT, THIS IS NOT A DRILL. 

We need 5,000,000 signatures

i know there’s enough bloggers out there

hell sign twice using different emails.

**Tumblr Board Of Directors Meeting**

CEO David Karp: This meeting is now in session, Yahoo has made an offer of 1.5 billion dollars, I think we’re gonna take it guys. Let’s put it to a vote. 

Boardmember #1: But… there’s a post going around, our members signed a petition and they said no. 

Boardmember #2: Forget the fact that our company doesn’t have enough funds to continue operating through the summer, Yahoo SUX… plus I can’t sleep at night knowing we took almost two billion dollars when that petition was going around said they didn’t like it. DId you know some of these kids created new email accounts just to sign TWICE? that’s dedication. 

CEO David Karp: Y-Y-You’re right, screw the money. Our investors will just have to understand. 

I can’t tell if I’m more, less, or the same amount of suicidal as I was a week ago but I’m graduating on Friday and can finally cut off ties with 95% of people. Is it weird that that’s the thing I’m mostly excited about? I guess graduation hasn’t really sunk in yet. But, things:

• In drama we do senior tributes- everyone in the class says something about each senior- what they think of them, what they learned about them, first impressions whatever. I don’t like the idea of these because it turns into a contest to see who can get the most people from other classes for their tribute, who gets the most people to cry, whose takes the longest, and people say things like “well I didn’t get the chance to talk to you at all this year.” Bleh. But mine was last week and my best friend Tristan made it really special and meaningful and sad and wonderful.
• Every senior in advanced drama gets to paint a brick in the drama hallway. I finished mine on Thursday and I like it a lot.
  So, the outside border has quotes from the shows I’ve done at my school, and the inside border has quotes from things I’ve written. Tight.
• Talking to a super cute girl who’s going to Cornell next year, hell ya.
• Also I unfollowed everyone who liked my depression posts instead of messaging me about them because fuck you.
• And you can’t just be like “wow maya I totally hope you get better” and then continue to do the things I’ve actually said have made me feel the exact opposite of better jfc but I digress

So I mean, there are totally lots of things I’m excited and happy about. I think people tend to misunderstand depression, or maybe it’s just different for different people, but I feel like I’ve moved on from “I feel sad” to “I feel nothing” which at first was really freeing. Like, yeah! I don’t have to have emotions anymore! But then I realized that I wasn’t not feeling, I was just ignoring feelings so the mental breakdowns over small things I had were just all the feelings I’d chosen not to feel for the last few months, and that’s a lot. I’m not sure what to do about that, but I should probably find out before I go to college…

thanks for caring, some of you